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Every second week of May every year..Mother's Day is celebrated worldwide..Well actually everyday is mother's day..we don't have to wait for that particular day to appreciate and acknowledge our mother..kan? but well..its ok once a while to have a special day for our mother kan..?:)

My plan for Mother's Day? None...Calling ummi n text her a msj maybe...xsempat nk htr card...but ya..the thought that counts kan..:)

Recently...i started to have e `keserasian' with ummi...actually...i always have this contradiction of opinion for the easy reason that we are alike...haha..i'm more closer to abah actually..but as i grew older...i think we can just talk and share things together...

Before this, i just take everything for granted..lagi2 masa still sekolah dulu-dulu..kkdang kita xcukup matang utk berfikir kan..

She was always there bringing me food during weekends
She was always there bringing me my dozen of milo and zip choclate cadbury
She was always there every year without fail..bringing me my birthday cake
She was always there whenever i called her and answered i'll come
She was always the one that support me all the way in my life

As the time comes when my family migrated across the south china sea...i do miss her presence..missing the moment being home..missing the moments of eating her dishes..missing the moments she always advice(which i ignore sometime) missing her visits...missing her calls...i do miss the moments..

But she's so special...not only because she is my mother,my ummi..but the fact she is just a tremendous and fantastic wife and mother...her tears never ever be seen...being so strong in front of use..never show her sadness even i know what she feels in her heart..and i know the reasons why abah loves her so much and we love her too...

Arwah atuk was always her priority which that became an example for me...

Abah always tell me to be like my mother as she is very good example...supportive..loving..caring(even sometimes she is being too meticulous, but i know the reason why), always prioritise us(abah and 7 of us) in every single thing, being a super duper strong women...

Happy Mother's Day dearie ummi Ni'mah Ismail....Tiada apa yang mampu dibalas dan diberikan utk membayar balik segala kasih sayang dan pengorbanan..Hanya doa berterusan,kejayaan,kegembiraan yang mampu diberikan...

I love u...n i miss u too...

all the love,

Kakak