Wednesday, April 28, 2010

The answer for the outcome~


At last~Alhamdulillah..all my result are out..We have been waiting for more than 1 week for our evidence result..

Praise to Allah that i'm happy with my result for this subject~Thank You Allah~ :)

But then I'm quite frustrated with some of my results for certain subjects..But then i'm grateful that i passed all the subject..

But then pass for me is never enough because i'm use to aim very high & expect very high grades..But then i realize that passing subjects without excellence make me learn to accept not to be excellent at all times..

Sometimes we just have to feel the ups and downs of study life because that's where we learn and appreciate that knowledge is more to the application and practical site,being able to give people more..

a quote from a very distinguish person: there's no meaning if you just do your research for you to get your masters or PhD without giving benefit to others and especially the UMMAH

Even you have so much in yourself..Keeping it to yourself would not mean anything and plus no development is there..

From the post-mortem that i did..

I realize one thing~i scored for the subjects that i love and i like..hehe~ what's that suppose to imply..LOVE YOUR SUBJECT to do well..hehe..and love your lecturer too :) even they drive you crazy to do the task & assignments..haha..:D (there will always be a reason to this..)

BARAKAH is very important yer my dears..:)

[Pesanan rasmi ummi: ummi cakap belajar rajin-rajin, jgn banyak main and merepek..hehe]


(one more semester for LLB..ease for me Ya Allah)



Saturday, April 24, 2010

Mr Pacat~ (Siri Pengembaraan Alam Sekitar)


My nama is Mr Pacat. My wife name is Mrs Pacat. My child name is Pacat Junior.We live happily and peacefully in the woods in the muddy2 place...We are comfortable living in area which there is water...Be careful with us because we can be at anywhere without realizing our movement..

(Sekian di atas adalah detik perkenalan penulis blog pada makhluk yg bernama PACAT..hehe.[intro agak dramtic yer di atas..hehe] sekitar penulis berumur 10 tahun )

People see me as the "ayu "type but then i really like adventurous activities..especially camping..
I've been camping for my whole life since i knew it exist and how exciting it could be..


(tent yg comel~terlalu cantik utk kene basah hujan)

My first outdoor activity was in Ulu Yam when i was in Standard 4 (SKDU)..Organized by Kelab Pecinta Alam (and now i wonder y i did not took environmental law as my elective..kihkih) Well it was fun, i really like the jungle trekking and especiallay the SUNGAI!!!! dan activity tali...that was the best..and i hate the BURUNG HANTU the middle of the night we were blind folded..and we were seperated and put in a particular location..and here comes whatever sound that only Allah knows how scary and suspen it was..we thought that we were put in the middle of nowhere in the jungle..but then it was just near the campsite..

the funniest part..

i could here the sound of kelentong and stuff from the kitchen making us supper..haha..sgtlah kantoi.. more scary merry for me anymore..hehe..and the part where our tents was soaking wet due to the flooded campsite of ours..haha..(mase ni tak belajar lagi cara-cara utk pilih campsite yg sesuai..sekian~)

When i was in Standard 5 or 6..there was another camping..but then..we did not have any tents but slept in the hostel's double-decker (for which i don't like)..this place was a research the facilities was sort of for a researcher..quite was near to orang asli's village..

But then..i enjoyed the really hutan type of the place..because the trek was a little bit challenging..(If pegi tempat yg standard 4 tuh mmg dah hafal trek die..boleh x..?)

and this is the place where there were like 5 pacats in one pair of my shoes..:D and there was this friend of mine who had nothing else interesting to do but made collections of the pacats(until now i'm still wondering y)
and again the SUNGAI was extremely lovely ;) masyaAllah..

Standard 6 or 5 ( seriously xbpe igt th details) hehe..this was unit beruniform's was the same place in standard like i said earlier..sudah hafal trek itu..hehe..

but then because i was PBSM..then..aderlah aktiviti-aktiviti kemanusiaan..hehe..sekian~


THEN I THOUGHT HUTAN nan Permai ITU akan terpisah with myself once i am in boarding school...but then no..alhamdulillah..i still can see the wonders and miracles that Allah has created..:)

When i entered SMKAMH...then i joined the curriculum activity went on as usual..(mase mula2 tuh mmg xappreciate langsungla KRS ni apa..hehe;) )

Suddenly...i did not know how my name turned up..i was asked to join the Perkhemahan KRS Peringkat Zon...(x igt whether it was f1 or f2)

errrkkk..speechless(mmg patut speechless pun time tuh sbb sore dah jadik rocker terulung..tekak sy sakit n tiada

and kedengaran sore2 dr guru penasihat.."ulfah ni leh ker gi camping ni...tahan ker.." (maka..i know that my face is so sweet n adorable to the extent i'm not eligible..hehe..:D)

but then i had to others are willing to go..hehe..

Pergi: Teriakan adalah biasa dari camp komanden..sekian~kalau tiada die maka tidak bergeraklah..hehe..

but was fun despite quite challenging because me from religious school had to adhere to some aspect which other students from other school don't...and mmg maser tuh mmg pk pk byk kali how to face..but then i met a very nice friend from face it together..

(p/s: this camping really taught me how to mingle with other students from other school who are sangat menakutkanlah senang;))


Then the next following year(xigt form bpe 2 or 3)

I was called to join the zon kontinjen to join Perkhemahan Peringkat Negeri Selangor...Wow! it was seriously exciting..peringkat negeri okeyh..
but then i had to skip classes for kawad training (di kala panas membahang di sekolah saujana impian yg cantik itu~)

BUT this was the utmost and the most superb and challenging camping that i had ever joined!!
Reason are as followings (put in form points..tired of typing already..he~):

1.Because the campsite was located at a tanah merah area..which there was no trees..and it was extremely hot.

2.Tangan sy dihempap batu ketika mengetuk kayu utk wat pagar campsite..sekian~

3.This was the camping which turned my nice white hands to black..hehe..

4. Jemaah prayers was compulsory for all and also qiamullail (but then being too tired..most of us slept during praying)

5. The compass activity had caused our teammates to be lost in the jungle.

7.We did the rescue part thing..but then this was the part when everything got very emotional when the person who was suppose to climb up the tree cried being to scared..sigh~ in the end..someone else had to climb up the tree (it was me..~)

8.We had to walked very-very far..i did not remember how many KM it was..but then it was far due to the jalan yg berpusing-pusing heading to empangan semenyih..the fact we had to carry our stuff and it was raining..

9.We arrived at was really-really & extremely cold because we were wet..That night kami tido berbumbungkan langit n bertanahkan kanvas nan sejuk itu..he..berhimpit2 dlm keadaan basah,kesejukan n xmndi(obviously)

10.At Empangan Semenyih..the water: air dari empangan..sekian..hatta nak minum pun from the empangan..the TOILET: toilet bowl yg dipacakkan ke dalam tanah yang ada lubang..dipisahkan sebelah menyebelah dgn kanvas (ek..?)

11.Tanah merah yg sangat melekit-lekit..tanah hitam is still ok..that is why our slippers got stuck...n in the END finds its ending of life eternally..hihik..

12.Kayak activity was tremendously fun..masyaAllah the lake was magnificant (semenyih jer pun..hihik) we did the floating and stuff.

13.we did abseiling and also rock climbing and also flying-fox (the must!)

14.Then we headed back to our campsite - on the way..we stopped for our prayers..and there was NO was the 1st experience using a bottle of mineral water for wudhu'...

15. and last but not least..KAWAD KAKI..hehe~lengkap berpakaian.:)

16.then went back to hostel~extremely exhausted and tired but full of satisfaction..

( I remembered this camping till was really challenging for me (at that point of time) but what i learnt was for a life-time :) )

Camping just went on when i was in form 4 and during campus (even it was only a skill subject to fulfiil the 0.5 kredit) but i enjoyed every single thing...:)


But then the motif of this entry is that we learn from many ways..not only from classes...this is also part of learning,enhancing a person's character and attitude and also seeing the miracle and wonders that Allah has created...It's not really as to the activities per se or having fun..but what we learn form it spiritually or physically or philosophically..hehe..:) not the form but then rather than the substance..


we learn how to survive and make us think that whatever Allah has created is made for a reason..and then there comes the principle of usul fiqh as to survive under necessity (which i don't want to explain further) thus we learn also form aspect of Islam..(darruriyyah al-khamsah) :)

Thus..that's all from MR's not about MR PACAT exploration but more as to whom MR PACAT has met..ME :)

Whatever we do,we do it with Allah's guidance and ways as mentioned in the Quran & Hadith

coretan dr hamba yg lemah.sekian~



Sunday, April 18, 2010

The difference that complete us : A true love story..

Both of us are different but we have similarity in some aspects..

I still remembered a very-very funny story how i met this wonderful young lady who i shared the joy and tears during my 4 years of studies - we were together as roommates and best friend..

While waiting for my SPM results, i went to an open day organised by the Matriculation Centre together with my dad..I then met this one lady who knew my dad and had a short chit-chat..she told me that her child will also be entering matric centre to pursue in law..It just cam across my mind that if this lady had a son..her son must be a very good looking guy..:D I never thought that it was actually a daughter..he.. the end.. i got to know that the lady's daugther is taking the same course with me..Not a son..haha..I still remembered that we met at ZC cafe..I think at them time they were having dinner..Being me who is so over-friendly said hai to them and that's where the story begins..

(I told her this story when we were in 3rd year and she was like laughing non-stop..kihkih)

Day by day then we got closer..And people around us was starting to wonder how we get along so well the fact that we're kind of different..

The common basis and ground was that i was from a very well-known religious full boarding school in Klang while she was from a very well-known all girls school in the heart of Kuala Lumpur...(But until now i really don't think this as being a big deal)

We just complete each other..

She is such an organised person whilst i'm a lesser degree than that..haha..:D She reminds me of important dates that sometimes i due forget despite people knowing me as being the alert type..

She don't express her heart so much compared to me who is over-extra expressive..Hehe...

She is so nice that i sometimes scold her not being to nice because i know that people are taking advantage of her..

She will buy a handbag or anything to do with women stuff when we go out together..I influence her a lot in developing her feminism style..haha..

She is the one who like for many times sent my result slip to my scholar so that i get my money the time i get back to uni..

She settled all my leave when my late father was in ICU...Going from one lecturer to another lecturer..(I took 7 subject that you can imagine the trouble that she had to

She has tones and gelens of friends..If you go to the pasar malam with her..every will see people saying hai to her..(seriously even it sounds a little bit hiperbolic..hehe) and we had to stop every time she stops...hehe..

People call us twins..Because we are always together..

But due to our different stream..we were apart in some classes but we still had lunch & dinner together...

But then due to our different commitment in life..for the past two semesters..we were not seen together anymore..We rarely had lunch together(due to diff timetable) We rarely had dinner..Even we are roomates..sometimes i only get to see her in the morning (can you believe that!) When she has meeting & came back late..i'm already asleep..when i have meeting and came back late..she's already asleep..

That's why we get crazy in the morning (padahal org lain masih lagi lena diulit mimpi)

We had fun doing stuff together..Programs...Going camping...Being at the library..Going shopping..Going to Melaka..Eating..

When we don't meet each other for a very long time the result is-we would be talking like hours & hours after all our stories are done..haha...

People also call her google chrome you know..For like being a one-stop info centre..She knows every single thing which is so like amazing!And every time & then i will hear messsages coming in her handphone..(I think you should charge this people...You like replying peoples message like every second! he)

Her notes are the highest standard higher than dr badai..kihkih..Highly easily readable..(not like mine which are made for me alone..hehe)

The MOST INTERESTING PART..................we share the same IC number..isn't that cool..its like me and her are meant to meet and be together..hehe..

The above are only part of it..I just can't count her kindness and what she has done for me...I truly treasure her friendship for the rest of my life..

We had conflict and arguments (don't think that we don't..he) but then that is normal..and i like the part when we start to msj each other to put things right..(that's so cute kan..)

The most important part is that she makes me do good things and good deeds..Even she is not from a religious school but then her attitude and behaviour is like she had been in a religious school..Her heart is pure..(People thought that she was from SMKAMH..he)

Dear Nur Khairunnisa..sebaik-baik wanita..Sungguh namamu begitu indah bagi memenuhi impian dan niat ur parents utk menjadi sebaik-baik wanita


that name suits you so well my dear..It truly reflect yourself and who you are today...

Without will be leaving me after next semester..;( I just can't imagine my life without you..I will be missing you so much..

I know i never said this..but then I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..more than you can ever imagine..Thank you for being such a wonderful friend..understanding my unpredictable behavior and the instability of emotions of mine

Always being together with me in my very difficult point of life..

I pray to Allah the Almighty that HE will always protect you for me..Bless you throughout your life because your a person that deserve all the blessing for all the kindness and deeds that you have done...

Success selalu..Be the future successful lawyer and get the type of husband that you dream of..My prayers is always with you my dear..;) wink wink..

[footnote: kita wajib berbesan..:p]

lots of luv,


Saturday, April 17, 2010

The Outcome : Sem 2 09/10 ? Let's wait & see..

Please don't panic IIUMians..kikih..the results are not out yet..
From the exam slip the results will be out on 20th of April 2010..
From the important dates the date is same as the above..
From rumours..:D the results will be out on the 19th..

Nway..I pray to the Almighty that my result will be ok~Not hoping to much but then i just don't feel anything..Frighthen or confident..its just empty..After what i've gone through, sudah tidak tahu perasaannya apa utk dirasai lagi (ayat apakah ini..?) not targeting for a high GPA (even thats totally a lie..haha) itu sampingan jer..main gain the knowledge for Allah's sake..'ilm fi shudur laisa fil kutub..;)

The first part of the semester was a disaster..I failed my test and had to go here n there to settle things..I had to rush for my test which was at 2 and i only arrive in IIUM at 1...My life was hectic...I never imagine that i had to go through all this..But then KESABARAN ITU INDAH..
I never regretted what I had gone through..It truly made me a very strong person..

And i will always believe that good deeds comes with great hearts being sincere as to anything that your are doing..HE will reward you in anything better that you can imagine..


To my family & friends & lecturers thank you for always being there for me..It means a lot to me..

Yours truly,


Friday, April 16, 2010

Dari hati seorang pelajar....

Membuka friend request di FB menjadi kemestian setiap kali online..request pending sebanyak seratus lebih itu akan diamati dan dibelek...Bukan semua org akan diaccept..dan sstgh org itu memerlukan masa yg lama utk difikirkan utk diaccept...

Tapi ketentuan Tuhan tiada siapa yang tahu..Satu nama yg langsung tiada common friend aku accept..Pertemuan yang mengeratkan silaturrahim menjadi penghubung antara yang masih hidup..

Dengan izin yer...

Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim

This writing (or whatever u call dis) is especially dedicated to Allahyarham. The purpose of this post is to share wif all of u about this great person I have known since my first year in UBD. He was my lecturer for 3 semesters. The courses I took wif him were Islamic Business Ethics, Islamic Jurisprudence and Islamic Transactions. Although language or words used in this writing are not as good, but I hope I could express my pleasure of knowing this man wif biggest heart, and also hope I cud spread the love dat I and, I bliv, the rest of his students have for him.

My first subject wif him was Islamic business ethics. I still remember, his class was always cancelled due to reasons that he had to undergo his treatment. Frens told me he was sick, but nda tau sakit apa. One day, he came to class pkai wheelchair. I still remember he looked pale n very weak. Only then, we found out that he was suffering from liver cancer, and was in critical stage. But I could still see his semangat utk deliver the lecture to all of us

His daughter mentioned in her blog that ustaz was a person yg pentingkan penampilan, n I cudnt agree more coz sepanjang belajar wif him, I have always seen him bepakaian smart walaupun he was reli sick. Nda pernah liat ustaz bebaju cemeh.. not even once..

“Lets recite surah al-‘asr.. *baca al-‘asr sama2* Ustaz minta tolong u all doa ustaz cepat sembuh. insyaAllah..”- dis is wat he ALWAYS ckp EVERY end of his lectures. He never forgot to say dat walaupun begagas kn keluar class. One day, he told us that kami as students are very lucky. Because, we are one of those whose doa senang kn kana makbulkan. Coz he said, “org yg menuntut ilmu adalah org yg berjihad” (sthing like dat..) n he said dats why he always asked for us to always pray for him

The last time I saw ustaz was during the end of last semester, when I submitted my assignment. I still remember before I left, ustaz pasan arah eyah to always read all the books and readings that he gave us. That was the last time I saw him

We’ll miss you Ustaz We’ll miss that smile that we never failed to see on your face walaupun u were sick. Thank you so much for the knowledge. Jazakallahu Khairal jaza.. Although ure no longer around, you’ll always be in our hearts :’(

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat & terkumpul bersama golongan hamba Nya yg beriman & ahli Syurga.
Takziah to the family of Allahyarham. Semoga Allah SWT memberikan kekuatan & kesabaran yg byk to all of you. Ustaz had always done good deeds throughout his life, n semoga semua kebaikan ustaz akan dpt balasan Syurga d akhirat kelak. AAMIN YA RABBAL ‘ALAMIIN

Our beloved lecturer
Photo taken from pelita brunei website

*Special thanks to Hafizah Hab & Eyah Abdul Majid*(FBEPS,UBD,BSB)

Thursday, April 15, 2010

I barely don't understand...

I just don't understand....
" Sesungguhnya semuila-mulia kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang lebih taqwanya di antara kamu,(bukan yang lebih keturunan atau bangsanya)
(Al-Hujuraat: 13)
~enough said~