Kisah 2008....

i think its kind of late to actually to state this as 2008 will end in one month time...but its still 2008 rite...?so still under the scope of the topic..hehehe...

MARCH 2008

(29th FEB - 2nd MARCH)

I was approached by one of my senior to be the bailiff for the Jessup Mooting Competition(National Round) as IIUM was the organizer for this year...i went ahead because i think that it was a new experience and that it would benefit me for my mooting subject for the next coming semester...

It was held starting form 29th of Feb till 2nd of March...that time abah was in Kuala Lumpur because he had to attend a conference (he is one of the Shari'ah Legal Advisor for CIMB Islamic Bank) i was quite sad bcoz i was not able to be with him as i usually do if he is in KL...

So i decided to meet him at the hotel he was staying on thursday afternoon after i finished my class...ismah was already there...maser tuh adik kesayangn sy tuh xmkn lg so dier soh belikan makanan..disebabkan that time it was too late..i decided to buy her nasi beriyani ky mamak HS tuh..i arrived at the hotel around 3 lebey camtu..quite late..abah xabis lg conference...so i just waited for him smbil mkn nasik ngn ismah...

Loceng berbunyi...bila nmapk abah dpn pintu..i was shocked..he has loss weight..and seriusly he was so thin..he even had difficulty to walk..huhu..maser tuh dah tak sedap hati..ikutkan hati nk stay longer tp memandgkan dah quite senja..so i had to return to gombak coz i have a program the next day to attend...

On that friday...hati sentiasa teringatkan abh..how was he?dah mkn?larat ker nk bwk kete?sumer to bermain di minda...but tugas sebagai committee tetap dijalankan sepenuh hati coz itu telah diamanahkan...

sepanjang tiga hari ini...just after everything ended..i headed home..tp xbyk yg leh diborakkan dgn abah coz balik jer abh dah tdo...n esk pg2 kul 7 dah kene drive balik ker uia..

dat sunday...abah returned back to brunei..i told him to see the doctor bcoz his condition was worrying me a lot..

(3rd MARCH - 7th MARCH)

keesokan harinya after abah arrived from KL..abah went to RIPAS with uncle Saifullah and terus msuk emergency...and abah ditahan di hospital utk rawatan lanjut ..so abah had to be in the hospital for about a week..

maser tuh teringat ummi..camne ummi handle my sisters bcoz we do not have a maid at home..umila yg htr amek gi skolah..umi yg msk..umi yg wat laundery...umi yg wat sumer..

but i know ummi is strong n she can handle it..but perasaan kesian pd ummi xleh dibendung lg...

(8 MARCH)

Inilah tarikh yg sy xkan lupa wat selamanya2.Kenapa?

1. Pilihanraya Malaysia yg ke-? (tak ingat) which the scenario of politics in Malaysia had really changed..
2. Menerima perkhabaran merentas laut china selatan

Beberapa hari yg lalu...tiap2 ari call ummi to ask about the result..tp dr xckp paper lg..seorang sahabat sy telah bg dua kemungkinan:

1. tibi
2. kanser

But i said to my heart `ulfah,bersedia ngan apa2 pun keputusannya'..petang itu..i went to 7-eleven to buy i-talk to call ummi...i was in the car..in front of 7-eleven..and it was about 5pm dat time...ummi picked up the phone:

Me: camne?Doktor ckp per?
Ummi: ckp ngn abahlah...(phone dipasskan kpd abah)
Me: Camne abh?Doktor ckp per?
Abah:Ermm..Doktor ckp ader tumour kt my lung...dr bg balik but nnti kene gi hospital
utk confirmkan balik whether it is cancer of not....
(Masa tuh air mata tak dapat dibendung lg..bergenang air mata..n mengalir perlahan
berseorangan di dalam kereta BFU 79)
Abah: Kakak...Jgn nangis...ini dugaan Allah pd kita..so abah dah ckp kt diri abah n
ummi..kita sama2 hadapi k...

Ak menangis n menangis...i will be driving back to uia..so i had to calm myself down..maser tuh pk balik..it was just tumour..dr still akan confirm n abah ckp it was not cancer but he did say dat it was quite bad...huhuhu...disebabkan perasaan yg tak menentu time tuh..i decided to pay hajar (jat) [my schoolmate in KISAS] a visit at mahallah ameenah..kebetulan time tuh...suliana (sue) [my schoolmate in KISAS jgk from UTP] ada kt bilik hajar..ktorg share stories n terkenang kembali kenangan dahulu..mampu lg utkku senyum n ketawa tp di HATI hanya Tuhan sahaja yg tahu bagaimana ku cuba menguatkan hatiku...