After 2 weeks of patience..akhirnya ak pulang ke brunei...tak sabar rasanya nk jumpa abah...sejak abah diagnose xpenah jumpa lg face to face..atuk,ucu,m uda,p uda,p lang n family telah dahulu menyusul...n even rakan2 abh dr malaysia yg sngup terbang ke brunei semata2 ingin melawat abh..terima kasih kepada pcik jaafar jusoh n wife,auntie ros, n lg sorang rkn abh (sumer ex-KI) yg dtg melawat abh...n also kepada rakan2 abh yg lain yg xberhenti dtg melawat n memberi semangat...
Di kala pulang,p andak ckp yg arwah p ngah is being hospitalised after he was having difficulty in breathing..p ngah mmg ader some heart problem..but that was 10 years ago..time tuh atuk was in brunei being with us..maser kt hospital arwah p ngah byk kali sebut nama atuk...
A day after return,abh n umi went to KL coz he had a meeting...abh was not so strong that time so he had to use the wheel-chair to move..walking to much may worsen his condition..but his spirit continues as to live and run a normal life...to go on with his work and responsibility...his sickness did not stop him from doing anything..he even went to buy new clothes since xder bju yg leh dipakai akibat kejatuhan berat bdn yg sgt drastic..hehehe..he said he still wants to look nice n smart even sakit..hehehe..maser kt KL rakan2 abh dtg xberhenti2 dtg menziarahi abh kt hotel tempat abh n umi menginap..even sedara mara pn dtg..terima kasih ats lawatan anda semua memberi semangat dn mendoakan kesihatan abh...even thanks to p cik redzuan di sungai ramal luar,kajang kerana mengadakan solat hajat dn doa selamat utk kesihatan n kesejahteraan abh..p cik khalil ruslan n mcik najibah..yg temankan abh umi berjalan2 di one utama..hehehe..pcik megat yg belikan nsi lemak kampung( which abh suka sgt) hehehe..Hanya Allah yg dpt membalas segala kebaikan anda...
Saturday before abh n umi balik semula ke KL pd hari ahad..p cik saifullah called me n said that he will be coming...it was already late at that time..he came with m cik alina n said that abh had asked him to buy the flight ticket to KL the next day which is sunday (atuk still kt brunei n xtgk p ngah lg sejak dier msuk hospital) that sunday morning...me n pcik saifullah n m cik alina sent atuk to the airport..p uteh was already waiting at KLIA to bring atuk straight to sabak bernam hospital..and dat afternoon abh n umi returned to brunei...
pagi selasa itu...we received a message utk doakan arwah p ngah..the night before dia dikejarkan ke hospital Klang..at that time dah xsedarkan diri...xsmapi sejam after dat p uteh msj:
INNALILLAH, P NGAH MENINGGAL....
Ya Allah, ak sungguh tidak sangka...sudah lama xjumpa p ngah...maser p ngah nk pindah ke kampung pn i did not come because maser tuh bz ngn study...tak sangka i was not able to see p ngah again..T_T i was the only one yg xdpt pulang kerna keadaan yg xmengizinkan..p cik sy yg sentiasa ambil berat psl sy..yang sentiasa htr sy ke KL central bila nk balik brunei..yg selalu masakan sy n irfan...Ya Allah tempatkanlah P Ngah bersama2 dgn org2 yg soleh...
Cuma ak sedey mengenangkan hajat arwah utk pulang ke kampung dan tinggal bersama atuk..baru sebulan arwah berpindah dgn family ke kg...
But alhamdulillah..atuk dpt bersama dgn arwah p ngah di saat-saat terakhir nyawanya..di sisi m ngah...Dugaan dtg n dtg bertimpa2 ke atas keluargaku..Ya Allah kuatkanlah hati-hati kami....
Abah hanya mampu terdiam..sy bertanya..abh nk balik?pg tuh jgk...beli tiket online..flight malam tuh via air asia...bermakna xsempat abh utk menatap wajah terakhir adik kesayangan abh itu..abah ckp xper..just proceed without him..he had to go back..even xsempat jumpa..at least the support from him is much needed for m ngah, atuk n the rest of the family..lumrah anak sulung...abah bru jer balik ari ahad..selasa nk fly lg..kesian abah..
Terdapat sedikit confusion as people in UIA and even in CIMB thought abah had passed away.. a friend of abah called him n said he did not believe it..he was relief to hear abah's voice...after that the rumours was fixed n changed n spreaded...hurm..macam2...Abah n ummi pn pulang ke KL..i stayed with safwah,uswah n muna berempat....
Selama abh umi kt KL,hati ini sentiasa mendoakan agar abh sentiasa kuat dn diberikan kesihatan...bimbang dgn keadaan abah...
Ismah called me..she told me about the situation...ak mendengar dgn linangan air mata..lagi2 ble bercerita tentang adik chah( anak bongsu arwah yg menghidap sindrom-down)..mgkin dier faham...mgkin dier xfaham..bila jenazah tiba di kampung..dia yang beria-ria siapkan tempat utk meletakkan jenazah..dia ckp jgn kaco abh sebab abh tgh tido...dia jgk yg pujuk sumer org jgn menangis..T_T
Semoga ruh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org-org yg soleh.Al-Fatihah....
A day after return,abh n umi went to KL coz he had a meeting...abh was not so strong that time so he had to use the wheel-chair to move..walking to much may worsen his condition..but his spirit continues as to live and run a normal life...to go on with his work and responsibility...his sickness did not stop him from doing anything..he even went to buy new clothes since xder bju yg leh dipakai akibat kejatuhan berat bdn yg sgt drastic..hehehe..he said he still wants to look nice n smart even sakit..hehehe..maser kt KL rakan2 abh dtg xberhenti2 dtg menziarahi abh kt hotel tempat abh n umi menginap..even sedara mara pn dtg..terima kasih ats lawatan anda semua memberi semangat dn mendoakan kesihatan abh...even thanks to p cik redzuan di sungai ramal luar,kajang kerana mengadakan solat hajat dn doa selamat utk kesihatan n kesejahteraan abh..p cik khalil ruslan n mcik najibah..yg temankan abh umi berjalan2 di one utama..hehehe..pcik megat yg belikan nsi lemak kampung( which abh suka sgt) hehehe..Hanya Allah yg dpt membalas segala kebaikan anda...
Saturday before abh n umi balik semula ke KL pd hari ahad..p cik saifullah called me n said that he will be coming...it was already late at that time..he came with m cik alina n said that abh had asked him to buy the flight ticket to KL the next day which is sunday (atuk still kt brunei n xtgk p ngah lg sejak dier msuk hospital) that sunday morning...me n pcik saifullah n m cik alina sent atuk to the airport..p uteh was already waiting at KLIA to bring atuk straight to sabak bernam hospital..and dat afternoon abh n umi returned to brunei...
pagi selasa itu...we received a message utk doakan arwah p ngah..the night before dia dikejarkan ke hospital Klang..at that time dah xsedarkan diri...xsmapi sejam after dat p uteh msj:
INNALILLAH, P NGAH MENINGGAL....
Ya Allah, ak sungguh tidak sangka...sudah lama xjumpa p ngah...maser p ngah nk pindah ke kampung pn i did not come because maser tuh bz ngn study...tak sangka i was not able to see p ngah again..T_T i was the only one yg xdpt pulang kerna keadaan yg xmengizinkan..p cik sy yg sentiasa ambil berat psl sy..yang sentiasa htr sy ke KL central bila nk balik brunei..yg selalu masakan sy n irfan...Ya Allah tempatkanlah P Ngah bersama2 dgn org2 yg soleh...
Cuma ak sedey mengenangkan hajat arwah utk pulang ke kampung dan tinggal bersama atuk..baru sebulan arwah berpindah dgn family ke kg...
But alhamdulillah..atuk dpt bersama dgn arwah p ngah di saat-saat terakhir nyawanya..di sisi m ngah...Dugaan dtg n dtg bertimpa2 ke atas keluargaku..Ya Allah kuatkanlah hati-hati kami....
Abah hanya mampu terdiam..sy bertanya..abh nk balik?pg tuh jgk...beli tiket online..flight malam tuh via air asia...bermakna xsempat abh utk menatap wajah terakhir adik kesayangan abh itu..abah ckp xper..just proceed without him..he had to go back..even xsempat jumpa..at least the support from him is much needed for m ngah, atuk n the rest of the family..lumrah anak sulung...abah bru jer balik ari ahad..selasa nk fly lg..kesian abah..
Terdapat sedikit confusion as people in UIA and even in CIMB thought abah had passed away.. a friend of abah called him n said he did not believe it..he was relief to hear abah's voice...after that the rumours was fixed n changed n spreaded...hurm..macam2...Abah n ummi pn pulang ke KL..i stayed with safwah,uswah n muna berempat....
Selama abh umi kt KL,hati ini sentiasa mendoakan agar abh sentiasa kuat dn diberikan kesihatan...bimbang dgn keadaan abah...
Ismah called me..she told me about the situation...ak mendengar dgn linangan air mata..lagi2 ble bercerita tentang adik chah( anak bongsu arwah yg menghidap sindrom-down)..mgkin dier faham...mgkin dier xfaham..bila jenazah tiba di kampung..dia yang beria-ria siapkan tempat utk meletakkan jenazah..dia ckp jgn kaco abh sebab abh tgh tido...dia jgk yg pujuk sumer org jgn menangis..T_T
Semoga ruh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org-org yg soleh.Al-Fatihah....
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