Hurm in two days..i will be returning to KL...leaving brunei on the 20th n 22nd i will be starting with e new semester..
This is the reality...being apart with my family thus during 1 month of my break..i really enjoyed every single moment with them..i will only be back for the next raya kot..perhaps...
Back in KL...i'm gonna have a non-stop life..hectic..bz..n more freedom i think...its gonna be continuos...i will be tired n exhausted..thats for sure..n lose lotzz of weight(which usually happens if i get too bz..hahaha) but i think thats good for me..to restrain n avoid myself to indulge n be in e situation which i regret n hurts my heart a lotz...
The truth is that...im so excited...so thrilled...to be back in campus..thats the enjoyable life n moment..can't wait to meet my frens n of course KL..shopping n stuff...hahaha..(there's no best mall in brunei~so materialistik~ who cares!)
And in days time awal muharram n new year will come...hoping for new hopes n happiness n success n blessing n miracles n rahmat n barakah n love from HIM e Al-Mighty n health of ABAH n strengh n spirit n all positive things...
Leaving all the sadness n pain n tears n instability of emotion n trials n tribulation n challenges...which i sometimes feel so grateful that Allah still loves me continues loving me n blessed me in sorts of ways that He desires..one of them `cubaan dlm hidup'..
Ulfah...be strong..always be urself..u urself..n urself..ur special in the way u are...n not special in the way u are..apology for all the weaknessess...be a better person for urself n not for others...love urself..coz people around u loves u..
Acknowledgment n thoughts n love to my family for the never ending support...khairun(mybestbuddy ever,pengkritik berjaya) naz n wanu(my rumies),nely n koca(jauh nun di uk~xkan ku lupakan panggilan jauh dr uk tatkala ku nyenyak tido di kala jam 4.30 pg hehe)acik,peqa,hasra,achok,shafa,naem,yan(sntiasa dpt membaca riak mukaku~being a good listener n advisor~sntiasa memastikan diri ini di jalan-Nya) `brother' a.k.a abg seiras(it was a pleasure knowing u) rakan2 library(sgt seronok memporak-perandakan library lvl 1 hehe) rkn2 YM(anda tau sape anda) rkn2 sekelas yg lain,rkn2 yg lain,extended family,rakan2n sahabat taulan abah,insan-insan mulia yg sentiasa mendoakan...
Only Allah can reward u guys for all the kindness..Barakallahufikum
THE NEW ME BEGINS NOW...^_^
