Things that you can't see but you can feel...

It's been a while that i haven't updated anything..hehe..;) Assalamualaikum... and Eid Mubarak to all..At the meantime i'm still enjoying the mood of eid together with my beloved mother and riang-ria siblings...It's the moment yang balas terhadap ketidak pulangan dan ketidak jumpaan selama beberapa bulan..:) Sis di Alex turut pulang..only beloved bro in US is not here with us this year..he will be back for the next raya..InsyaAllah..

Regarding the title of this entry..well..ntah...mmg ada sesetengah perkara yang tidak dapat dilihat tapi dapat dirasa..;) apakah itu..?rahsia..haha..

Raya seperti biasa...Kuih raya buat..Lauk-pauk raya pun ada..tetapi kekurangan itu sangatlah terasa..mungkin masing-masing cuba utk menyembunyikan apa yang terbenak di hati tapi jauh di sudut hati..i know that everyone felt sad...but we tried hard to make ourselves happy..

We did what we always do for hari raya..Go on with the tradition...But well it still felt so different..

FAMILY..where the heart will always be..how far you maybe...they will always remain deeply in our hearts..

FOREVER....

Missing him...and always...

With luv,

UM

The love...

In the name of Allah..The One who is always close to my heart..the One who showers rahmat upon me and the whole universe..

Alhamdulillah is the only word that i can think about as to this moment..

I'm still here...Continuing my journey..the unknown journey..for which i can never imagine as what my journey will lead me..but the only hope and prayer is that it will always be the journey that Allah desires for me..the best...

She- the beloved came back and well i was really happy having her around even the tiring days..travelling her here and there..but ya..how tired you are..i think being with your beloved is the most awaited moment..to see her getting all the food that she wants..haha (siryes kelakar)..

The truth is.. i like to be with any of my siblings(walaupun hanya satu yg akan ada menemani) itu sudah cukup..Even dgn kegarangan serta ketegasan dan sebagainya..know that i never meant to..

hmmm...

ya...Ahlan Ya Ramadhan..Alhamdulillah...Allah has given us the oppurtunity here again in this blessed month..i've tried but it seems that it can never and ever get out of my mind..the previous Ramadhan...i miss him...

Dear Ummi..i beg your forgiveness for everything...Pray for me and do know that i miss you everyday and pray for your happiness..That's all that matters..

And to others too...Apologize for everything..

Ramadhan Kareem..

with love,

UM

Short ,sweet & simple..:)

In the nama of Allah the Most Gracious and Most Merciful
Assalamalaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

(^^)

1)I'm now in my final semester..It's hard to believe that i'll be graduating in 3 months time..I felt that it was just yesterday that my late abah sent me in PJ to do my foundations..Time flies very fast..

2)Day by day..I get confuse as to my future planning...Having too much option is also a problem..But well, life is about deciding..Allah will guide me along the way..InsyaAllah..Praying that the path that i choose to take is the best that Allah desires..

3) Taaruf week which was about 3 weeks ago was a new experience to me..Despite the shortcomings,difficulty and etc it all went well...But i think the part i will treasure is the bond of friendship and meeting new people..they were wonderful! ;)

4) Sometimes what we plan,does not go well...People say that fail to plan is plan to fail..But well sometime even you do plan..it doesn't seem to work..Kita merancang, Allah yang menentukan..So,jgnlah rasa down,pasti ada hikmah di akhirnya :) Doa banyak2 because DIA yg memberi...

5)I've been dealing with this one enterprise..This is the first time that I met a seller who does not believe in CUSTOMER is always right..I had lots of trouble dealing with them..The blame was to be put on me? Motif..?Padahal obviously it was their fault(Bersabar:Mode) But it's ok..It really taught me of being rational and patient! he..:)

6)I'm having a new interest..BEADINGS..owh no..plan to go to classes but then i managed to get ebook tutorial on how to start..Well..i like to sew but i'm not sure whether beading is for me..haha..;D (kalau jadi..nnti bukak bisnes..hehe..tak jadik nak jadik lawyer..:p)

7) I've attended Pre-Marriage Course..it's cheap here in Gombak..so i just took the chance..:)

(just manage to terbitkan)

for those who wanting to know my updatesla..)

with luv,

UM..

The phase of life..

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious & Most Merciful

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

It's been a while that no entry was made since almost a month..There are various reasons for that..It's not that i've been so busy,but being "laptopless" (plz forgive me if this term never exist..he) and moving around here and there made me so tired of remembering my FB..hehe..(i do miss the wonderful people in FB) :)

But well..lots of things happened...

1)Technicality : Allah made it easy

At one point of time..i always thought that my life would be hard after "that technicality" its not a matter of "that technicality" as such but it is more to the sentimental attachment to it..seriously..(i can be so sentimental at times)..

that time..seriously i said to myself..just face it..(its like i don't know what to feel anymore) whatever happen..i will still be on my feet coz i know that Allah will always be with me..and I have my family who needs me..

I realize that when we thought life was hard..other people's life is harder..Maybe Allah wants me to be grateful..to be patient..and to remind me what is the ultimate aim in life.

And no matter how much power n control of mankind..nothing can defeat the power and will of Allah swt..

2)Death : Cancer

My auntie passed-away due to cancer (Al-Fatihah) I had the chance to visit her...alhamdulillah (Aturan Allah jua yg mengizinkan) it was something unplanned but then i was happy n grateful to see her...

That time..it really remind of my late father..being in the 'oncologist' ward..

and it was such a coincidence that i met my neighbour back in damansara who was undergoing her treatment..I was blessed that i met her again..Her face was so calm even i know that she was in pain..Bless her Allah..When i looked at her performing her prayer on the bed with wearing her telekung..my heart whispered in silence (Owh kuatnya hati2 insan yang Kau duga ini Ya Allah)

3)Friendship

I'm thankful to my friends around me for the support until now..entah bila i think i just can life without tears coming out from my eyes..(or specifically kelenjar air mata..he) but i think as a normal human being, i just can't avoid it..its the way for me to feel relief..just to let it out..(even after that i looked like i've not been sleeping for ages) ;)

I met my friends in SMKAMH during the wedding of beloved imah and her husband...even i was with them only until F3..our friendship remains as it is..I was happy to see them..they will always remember to invite me to their wedding even we don't constantly keep in touch..

Another unexpected plan-i went to KUIS..(after being informed that my brother's arrival was delayed).I've not been her for quite a while..Even it's not a place where i studied to get my diploma or degree but this place had taught me the meaning of ukhwah..the meaning of endless bond of friendship..and left such a wonderful n sentimental memory in my life..

I still remembered how we always go to the previous office in s.alam..to eat nasi ayam that we loved so much..that time i was still in primary school..

Thanks to Kak Dilla and MakCik Gee for accepting my 'shocking' visit..:) and meeting Khaira Ulfah was fun(i think she liked me a lot knowing that i had the same name with her) he;)

4)Marriage

Selamat Pengantin baru kepada yang sudah berkahwin dan yang akan berkahwin...seriously..dah lost track siapa yang nak kawin ni..InsyaAllah ada kesempatan and fulusnya..sampailah sy ke mana location di peta itu..:)

dah kawin and xdpt datang:

Hafiz(Matpet) & Wife di Muar

Ameer & Wife

Kak Laili Zarina & Husband di Banting

Kak Aini Fairus & Husband

dah kawin n dapat datang:

Imah & Ijam di Sepang

yang nk kawin n nk datang:

Sajid & pasangan di JB (walaupun jauh..nk juge smpai)

Idris & pasangan di Sik,Kedah (nak dtg yg dekatnya leh x..? he)

with luv,

UM

p/s: another phase of life awaits..:)

Di manakah..? & cerita selingan

Bismillahirahmanirrahim

(Sy berdoa dan terus berdoa agar sy kuat melalui kehidupan..I love my family and friends too)

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Ceritera asal..semalam adalah birthday kawan baik saya di uni,dunia akhirat..(InsyaAllah-Ameen)

Dan i made a special entry for her..a sort of a long ucapan seolah-olah di dalam card alam maya..

Dan sebenarnya i already karangkan the entry sebulan yang lalu (u terharu x kerun i dah wat awal2..he..)

so..i hanya klik pada terbitkan catatan semalam..n igt die akan kuar 28 MAY 2010..nghupanya...tarikahnya adalah 18 APRIL 2010

patutlah cari2 xjumpa..igt hilang tapi rupanya ada..;)

(owh sy budak bru belajar,kalo salah tolong tunjukkan)

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Owh hari itu makin dekat..dn saya sudah semakin sebak di dada..makin sebak memikirkan apa yg perlu ditempuh..apa yang saya panggil sebagai...

DUGAAN FINAL SEM (mungkin ada pelangi utk sy di akhir nanti..;)

AL-ASBAB:

1.Salah satu "hajiyyat" saya tiada untuk sementara waktu atas technicality yg sungguh tak tersangka. Maka ia membawa kpd "mashaqqah" tetapi tidak kpd "darruriyyat".Alhamdulillah.

Saya akan jadik survivor-Hamba Allah yang bersyukur kerana sy masih boleh berjalan...

[Footnote: Ilmu Usul-Fiqh adalah sungguh indah]

2.Lappy sy yang tercinta sudeh tidak bolah gune..(rasanya) - sangat sedih kerana lappy ini sudah banyak berjasa..screen sudah mempamerkan garis2 halus menutupi "windows"..tinggal separuh jer yg boleh nampak..Adakah ia masih boleh diselamatkan..?Persoalan besar di situ..

Sumer ini terjadi selepas menaiki pesawat merentasi laut china selatan dua bulan lalu..landing jer..bukak..terus tak boleh..adakah ia hanya mau hidup di tanah tumpah air tercinta..mungkin..

[Footnote: Sayangi lappy anda]

*sekarang ramai kwn2 sy bakal berkahwin n dah dpt anak pun..i'm so happy for them..NAILI & NAJIB for their new-born baby boy UMAR ZIYAD (the nama mashaallah is so wonderful & beautiful) moga Umar bakal menjadi generasi dakwah yg soleh lagi musleh pd masa hadapan :)

dan juga kpd fatah n wani dgn baby boy born in US-nama xtau lagi..:) Umar born in UK..lepas ni boleh kita geng yer Umar ngn auntie ufah (kedengaran sungguh tua..tp sy berpijak pd bumi yg nyata..hehe)

luv,

UM

Ada-Ada seadanya seseorang..

Jika kamu memancing ikan……

Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail……

Hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu……

Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula kedalam air begitu sahaja…….

Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya……

Ketajaman mata kail kamu & mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup……

Begitulah juga……

Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang ……

Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGI kamu……

Hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya……

Janganlah sesekali kamu terus MENINGGALKANNYA begitu saja……

Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu……

dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia masih mengingati kamu……

Jika kamu MENADAH air biarlah berpada……

Jangan terlalu berharap pada takungannya dan menganggap ia begitu teguh……

Cukuplah sekadar untuk KEPERLUANMU sahaja……

Kerana apabila ia mulai RETAK ….tidak sukar untuk kamu menampal dan

memperbaikinya semula……

Dan bukannya terus dibuang begitu sahaja……

Begitulah juga……

Jika kamu sedang memiliki seseorang…. TERIMALAH dia seadanya……

Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan mengganggapkan dia begitu istimewa……

Anggaplah dia manusia biasa……

Kerana apabila dia melakukan KESILAPAN …. tidaklah sukar untuk kamu MEMAAFKANNYA

dan MEMBOLEHKAN hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhir hayat

Dan bukannya MENGHUKUMNYA dan MENINGGALKAN dia begitu sahaja kerana kamu merasa

terlalu kecewa dengan sikapnya

Lalu semuanya akan menjadi TERHENTI begitu sahaja……

Jika kamu MEMILIKI sepinggan nasi……

Yang kamu pasti baik untuk diri kamu……

Yang MENGENYANGKAN dan BERKHASIAT ……

Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi? Cuba mencari makanan yang lain……

Kerana terlalu ingin mengejar KELAZATAN ……

Kelak, nasi itu akan BASI sendiri dan kamu sudah tidak boleh menikmatinya lagi……

Kamu akan MENYESAL ……

Begitulah juga……

Jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang INSAN ……

Yang kamu pasti boleh membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu……

MENYAYANGIMU …. MENGASIHIMU ….dan MENCINTAIMU ….

Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi?

Cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain……

Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN ……

Kelak, dia akan BERJAUH HATI dan kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi

milik orang lain……

Kamu juga yg akan MENYESAL dan tidak ada gunanya lagi……

Oleh itu janganlah kita terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN kerana ia bukanlah faktor

utama KEBAHAGIAAN yang sempurna, sedangkan jika kita boleh memaafkan KESILAPAN

orang yang kita sayang dan akur dengan KELEMAHANNYA sebagai manusia biasa serta

BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang kita sudah MILIKI …kita akan BAHAGIA, BAHAGIA dan

terus BAHAGIA …itu lebih BERMAKNA !

(kredit to sueAB and her friend..:])

Apabila anda menjawab panggilan hotline

Salam..

Nama hotline itu sendiri diberi memberi implikasi bahawa ramai orang akan mendial no tersebut khususnya untuk melakukan sebarang pertanyaan atau mendapatkan confirmation..

Ini sesuai dengan kata-kata yang biasa kita dengar..Jika malu bertanya sesat jalan..

Menjadi pendial setia hotline bermacam-macam jenis orang yang angkat phone..Tetapi selalunya siapa yang jawab telefon tuh akan menjawab dengan nada yang baik,sopan dan menyenangkan hati..Seperti

"Selamat Pagi Cik, boleh saya bantu"

"Good Afternoon,May i assist/help you"

"nak tulis bahasa arab..xder setting plak"

And before ada sesiapa yang angkat call tuh..mesti die cakap.

"Panggilan anda akan dirakam untuk menilai prestasi pegawai kami"

Sedar tak sedar selalunya yang akan menjawab panggilan telefon pelanggan dengan cara yang baik dan tidak menyakitkan hati adalah swasta ot separa swasta..

Tapi gov ni plak jwb dengan intonasi yang sangat menyakitkan hati..Anda angkat telefon..cakap hello..Saya bagi salam anda tidak jawab..Tahukah anda bahawa hukumnya wajib menjawab salam..

Saya tanya solan anda jawab dengan nada intonasi (eh ni pun xtau ker cik)..

"cik...kenapa anda tak buat bla bla bla"

you tanya i kenapa..i tanya u because i xtau that's why i ask..

Kalo i dah tau..xderlah i call tanya you..as simple as that..please..it's common sense!

Orang membuat panggilan berbayar itu dengan harapan untuk anda membantu kami si pemanggil yang berada dlm persoalan..

Di manakah letaknya slogan budi bahasa budaya kita?

Jika anda di kaunter,sudah pasti sy akan hanta surat aduan mengenai sikap anda..Nasib dalam phone..Anda bertuah wahai encik..

sekian..ini hanya catitan sila komen jika kurang setuju..thanks!

Sesungguhnya Allah bersama dengan orang-orang yang sabar..